Date with Destiny

Mom's not in and dad went to KL nobody's home so yeah imma using the net now ;] but sadly i've nothing much to blog about actually came to blog just wanna wish this special someone Happy Birthday in advance cause i bet i won't be able to get myself online on the actual date to wish her, which is on the 31st of Jan... so here's a birthday day shout out for u, Zi Xin she's my top loving her to the max! xD and of course, not forgetting to wish the hot twins as well lol as today's their birthday so here...HAPPYbirthday to Jiun Dar and Jiun Hee

He doesn't know..... He doesn't know he brightens up my day, he doesn't know when we talk my heart skips a beat, my love furnace, begins to heat, he doesn't know i speak of him to my friends, he doesn't know i dream about him at night, he doesn't know i look at his picture, and say isn't he a beautiful sight, he doesn't know my love for him is strong, he doesn't know i hide it from him, he doesn't know that when he leaves, my heart grows oh so dim, what he knows is he is my friend, but he doesn't know i want him back to be my boyfriend, and that i want us to grow, and for us to never end, he doesn't know i cry at night, at how i wish he'll come back to me, he doesn't know that i want to fast forward, to see if we'd be back together i want to fast forward time, he doesn't know i love him more then anyone, and that i would cry if he died, he doesn't know i try to tell him i still love him, and trust me i have tried, he...

Birthday shout out to my cousin Tong Yin =] the one on right I shall update about yesterday. Woke up at 6am and get myself done as i have to be in rachel's place before 7:30pm cause Janice's mom will be coming around that time to come pick us up to the place. Yes the place lol, where we had our Undang lesson. The lesson was boring and it took us 5 hours++ sitting there just cause of getting our driving license....not now but soon in few months time hah can't wait! Guess what? we bumped into Gavin and Frederick when we go for our lesson what a coincidence huh? o.O that's not mine, they're belong to rachel's lol Walk to Tesco on our break time heh and that's the 3 of us oh! and by the way readers, i guess i won't be updating my blog for some time as i have got to be insaf and study hard for my SPM *as if* well main reason was cause of ma parents they won't allow me to use the internet anymore urgh SPM kills -.- but don't worry, will TRY to get ...

Ry an Hi ga rocks my life! am bored to death here and nothing else better for me to do so yea again , i watch his videos RYAN HIGA! yep, he's whom i'm talking about was depressed earlier but watching his video makes me feel better so imma post some of his videos and share it with you people =] Rant on Stink People How to Be Emo E is for emotional, ruins everybody's day. M is for miserable people! O is for on the dark side, caus we have some fresh cookies. (COOKIES) WOO! How to Be Gangster Rant On Nosy People My Heart Will Go On

LOVE sucks in love? so sick of this feeling never will i wanna being in love ever again sigh if only i can control my feelings URGH! shit love ; screw love ; hate love ; fuck love dang! It's so goddamn hurtful I'm so enough with it i just couldn't resist the pain anymore it's killing me! *scream* Every thought running threw my head I can't stop them Too much to handle But it all happened so fast I thought too much My mind got cluttered Unable to function Without a thought of you in my head Every time I think of you It's like a slow knife in my heart Drawing blood slowly A screaming pain I can't hide from I dread the day I have to talk to you I tried to move on To forget anything that happened But i just couldn't get rid of you off my mind My tears slowly run down my face I slowly block everything that happens out I see it happening before me I stand back and let it happen I have no strength to say I love you no more Because I still love you I wish I di...

NEW YEAR'S UPD ATES December, 31 Monday and January, 01 Tuesday Zi Xin came my house to stay over the night before 31st cause her parents going to somewhere and also the both of us having plans on the new year eve so yea she came and oh! THANKS rachel darling xD ... she helped me out for my blog and stuff that night.... Lets back to the point, so...o n the new year eve morning, we called gregsson to ask how 's he going to Gurney and whether can he come pick us up since he's on his way there. He called back and say can but he'll be coming to my place like in 5-10 minutes time. Me and Zi Xin were rushing like hell when he said that cause we'd just woke up that time and we have to get ourselves done in 10 minutes time o.O! Greg came to pick us up after 10 minutes and Jang Heng's next then we go Yue Shern's place to put our stuff there and also to pick her up to Gurney together. Had our brunch at 1901 in gurney then meet up Tiffany and Janice there. Went to Me...

Birthday shout out to En Shi the one on right sorry, tak da your personal picture heh CHR I ST MAS ' UPD ATES December, 28 Friday Again, i watched Alvin and the chipmunks today. I'm sorry if the movie was boring aikX should have choose to watch I Am Legend earlier but i thought it was some kind of boring fighting movie..oh well.... today's outing reminds me of those time...the past.... i know, i understand that it's over but i'm sorry i just can't help it sigh.....cause i think i still couldn't let go of you December, 27 Thursday Our last day in KL today. Check out at around 2pm and follow my dad to Prudential office to get his work done. Had our lunch and went to the pet shop to bring Miko back. Missed my dancing lesson today aikX ='( cause by the time we reach Penang was nearly midnight....and something in me that makes me wanna shout it out, it's that IMMA BACK TO PENANG PEOPLE! Miko says: can't wait to go back xD lobby ; Pearl International ...