if i could turn back the time.....

Skip school cause i have piano practical exam today. The exam was held at E.&O. Hotel like it's always. Was so nervous when it was my turn. I was playing very well at first but not until when the last scale was played. It's getting me panick so aikX guess my pieces gone case alraedy. I'm doomed! argh! Well it's done and over so i'll just wait and see how bad my result will be like. Oh please! Don't tell me i'm failing =/

Feeling sad and depressed these days...or maybe i should say since the day. *sigh* This song lyrics best describe my feeling......

Heartbreak Lullaby

In the still of the night

I can almost feel you lying next to me

Like it used to be

And it's HARD to let go

When there's always something there reminding me

How things could be

I've TRIED to get you off my mind. I've tried to play my part

But every time I close my eyes

You're STILL INSIDE my heart

Why can't I laugh

Why must I cry

Every time we say goodbye

Why does it rain

Here in my heart

Every day that we're apart

Why can't it be

Just you and me

What will it take to make you see

These are the words

To my heartbreak lullaby

Like the stars in the sky

You still keep on shining down your light on me

but out of reach

And I know that in time

You will come back to your senses, see the signs

And change your mind

I try to look the other way

And keep my heart on hold

But every time I'm close to you

I lose my self control

Why can't I laugh

Why must I cry

Give me just one good reason why

Why does it rain

Here in my heart

Every day that we're apart

Why can't it be

Just you and me

What will it take to make you see

These are the words

To my heartbreak lullaby