Date with Destiny

yep, the picture above explain it all what I've to say. I know we haven't spoken for a while but I was thinking 'bout you and it kinda made me smile So many things to say and I'll put 'em in a letter but it might be easier the words might come out better How have you been lately ? So many things I wanna know the answers to Wish I could press rewind and rewrite every line to the story of me and you Don't you know I've tried and I've tried to get you out my mind but it don't get no better. As each day goes by and I'm lost and confused Hope to hear from you soon Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on But there's a lot of feelings that still remain since you been gone I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me But it seems there's always something right there to remind me Like a silly joke, or something on the t.v. Boy it ain't easy When I read your text messages I get that same old feeling Wish I...

LOVE sucks in love? so sick of this feeling never will i wanna being in love ever again sigh if only i can control my feelings URGH! shit love ; screw love ; hate love ; fuck love dang! It's so goddamn hurtful I'm so enough with it i just couldn't resist the pain anymore it's killing me! *scream* Every thought running threw my head I can't stop them Too much to handle But it all happened so fast I thought too much My mind got cluttered Unable to function Without a thought of you in my head Every time I think of you It's like a slow knife in my heart Drawing blood slowly A screaming pain I can't hide from I dread the day I have to talk to you I tried to move on To forget anything that happened But i just couldn't get rid of you off my mind My tears slowly run down my face I slowly block everything that happens out I see it happening before me I stand back and let it happen I have no strength to say I love you no more Because I still love you I wish I di...

NEW YEAR'S UPD ATES December, 31 Monday and January, 01 Tuesday Zi Xin came my house to stay over the night before 31st cause her parents going to somewhere and also the both of us having plans on the new year eve so yea she came and oh! THANKS rachel darling xD ... she helped me out for my blog and stuff that night.... Lets back to the point, so...o n the new year eve morning, we called gregsson to ask how 's he going to Gurney and whether can he come pick us up since he's on his way there. He called back and say can but he'll be coming to my place like in 5-10 minutes time. Me and Zi Xin were rushing like hell when he said that cause we'd just woke up that time and we have to get ourselves done in 10 minutes time o.O! Greg came to pick us up after 10 minutes and Jang Heng's next then we go Yue Shern's place to put our stuff there and also to pick her up to Gurney together. Had our brunch at 1901 in gurney then meet up Tiffany and Janice there. Went to Me...

Birthday shout out to En Shi the one on right sorry, tak da your personal picture heh CHR I ST MAS ' UPD ATES December, 28 Friday Again, i watched Alvin and the chipmunks today. I'm sorry if the movie was boring aikX should have choose to watch I Am Legend earlier but i thought it was some kind of boring fighting movie..oh well.... today's outing reminds me of those time...the past.... i know, i understand that it's over but i'm sorry i just can't help it sigh.....cause i think i still couldn't let go of you December, 27 Thursday Our last day in KL today. Check out at around 2pm and follow my dad to Prudential office to get his work done. Had our lunch and went to the pet shop to bring Miko back. Missed my dancing lesson today aikX ='( cause by the time we reach Penang was nearly midnight....and something in me that makes me wanna shout it out, it's that IMMA BACK TO PENANG PEOPLE! Miko says: can't wait to go back xD lobby ; Pearl International ...